When you miss someone more than what words can express, it's not a pleasant feeling.
When you know that that someone played a pivotal part in your life - both good and bad - and you are both thankful and hurt.
When you know that they will never truly understand how you feel and exactly why you did what you did.
When you hurt so much that you can feel the actual pain in your heart and soul.
That is when God steps in and takes it all for you.
That is why Jesus died on the cross.
That is why you can pick yourself up and carry on.
That is what I am doing now, despite the hurt.